Off schedule post... I need to vent.
I've reached overload point. Or overwhelmed capacity. I don't know. It all sums up to I am trying to do a lot and have stopped doing any of it. The working out, you know about. But other parts of my life are starting to suffer. I was just looking at the nutrition data for Chick-fil-A because that's where we are getting dinner tonight. I can't even consider cooking. The thought of doing so makes me sweat. And it is not even 2pm. Then I have work, laundry, bills and ... oh yeah... work.
I have to get to work. But I also have to spend tonight doing some breathing and sorting out how I am going to get out from under the mountain of behind I have gotten myself into. There is only one way and that is to tackle one thing at a time. But which thing and when and the feeling of futility is starting to make me stall. It feels like everyday I get a little further behind and there isn't an end in sight for any of it. After all it is my life. I'm not really looking for an end, you know...
This happens. Life gets busy and things slip. I've gotten off track and back on before, but I need to get on track soon before I derail more of my good practices staggering under the weight of catching up. My husband says everything is fine and I just need to settle down. It will all workout. But I hate this feeling of crazy. I just need everything to slow down. Just for a minute.
Any suggestions when you find yourself behind? What makes you feel like you can do it all again?
Hehee. Mountain of Behind. That's awesome.